Happy days are here again

I just realised that I'm happy again! Kinda lost it for a bit, but it's back in full force! And it makes me so happy! I'm back in that mood again... where all I want to do is dance and sing the entire day and just spend some nonsensical hours with my friends, doing absolutely nothing!

And then I was like wondering, how the hell did all the moodiness go? I was worried I was actually going to start losing friends, I was that bad. And there's only that much, before people start realising you're just being a big fat fake! So anyway, I got the answer to my question pretty quick. No it wasn't like a light bulb going off, nor was it like that sudden flash of lightening! It was more like 'Elementary, my dear friends!'

I realised that since I left singapore (however fun it was and how much ever I loved going to office everyday... for more reason than one :P) I've just been sane. I haven't blown my top off, I haven't yelled the hell out of anyone, or got any of my 'tension and stress' headaches/ stomach aches. All along, when I was out there achieving something, all I really needed to be doing was resting! And behaving like the normal 28 year old I (think?) I am, who spent the entire day with his friends and partied every night!

All that hard work and for what? The simple realisation that I need to slow down, spend some time chilling and basically enjoy life!! And to think, I knew that all along anyway. But I guess that's why they say 'everything happens for a reason' in the first place.

And for my happy mood, I hope it lasts :)

I've missed it too much!!