Thursday, March 11, 2010

Make Others Laugh, Himself Miserable

Sometimes I feel like being a circus clown. I feel miserable but make people laugh with my own misery, try to fool as if I know..... But at least I don’t ask anybody to drink tartaric acid, munch charcoal or sit on the heap of dung. I pretty much keep myself in my world. I hope my miserable writings force people to think that they are so much happy…I don’t have a word of condemnation, a word of criticism, not because there is no such subject to be condemned but I am laden with my burden voluntarily.

I don’t deserve anything. This is the only light I have caught this morning. I must stop gazing at the bait(s) placed by God. I am infectious and sorry, especially now, that I have done more injury to my friends and family than there have been blessings on them. They all say I am impulsive and moody, but this heart cries even on a single scratch of my loved ones. I only pray “God, let take my boat to the other shore.”

I am not a moist shadow
a light hearted ring
Nether I am a sudden ostentatious stature 
nor a directionless invader
I am staled dew drop
on the petal of my sacred blossom



:))))

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