My lower back-ache has gone bad to worse.
The unbearable shooting pain has left me begging God for death. I feel like jumping off the roof.
Painkillers, hot-water theraphy, exercise - nothing is helping.
I feel so handicapped sometimes. There are days when I can't even turn while sleeping, leave behind getting up from bed to even drink water at night or even switch on the light. I feel miserable when I need help ..support getting out of bed. On days when my bro & domestic help are around, it is fine. But when they are not, I really have to struggle to get up.
God, I really can't take it anymore.
